Let man not separate

I used to have two blogs. They were separate and unequal, and in that way, inherently flawed. I had one blog where I only talked about Jesus, and one blog where I basically never talked about Jesus. I've learned something. And its amazing. Jesus really does live inside me, He really is the center of my being. Therefore when I try to separate Him from any part of my life, of COURSE I'm going to be unhappy. Why this has been so hard to grasp the last decade of my life, I'll never know. Now, don't go thinking I have it all figured out.... because I don't. I want His will for my life so badly, and I pray for that every day, but God never promised peace all of the time, nor did He promise premature understanding. So, the goal here is just to be me.... and not to think that it will always be easy, but to know that ultimately, NOT because of the whole "being myself" thing, but because being myself = being connected with God, means that I will be happy. Or, keep on being happy.